Disguising my own thoughts as a monologue disguised as a dialogue

“My constant, ambient desire to see the meaningless social cliche that is the western church absolutely overthrown is always tempered by distaste for what you might call my fellow radicals (radicals can never agree on anything, we always read the cliches we hate so much right into each others’ ideas and write them off). My angst about ‘society’ and my desire to break ‘society’ apart and remake it in my own image is always repressed by a growing sense that the highest and best good is simply to live in the world I see in front of me. My impatience with old forms is always muddled with the suspicion that my impatience is itself an old form. The idea that joyfulness is a fragile bubble which needs to grow and expand and always be protected from popping at all costs is actually a bubble; joyfulness is actually the ultimate fact,” he said.